I don’t know. It feels weird tonight. I usually get a weird feeling when I stay in on a weekend. Kind of a dreary, depressed sort of feeling. I know I should be out, having a good time, but I have things to do, and no money to do other things with it. But tonight…tonight feels different…
It feels like…the hour before it starts to rain. You know the time. Everything gets a little darker, a little colder, there’s little noise around, and you just know in about an hour you won’t be able to go outside and enjoy the sun, because the sun won’t be there. It’s a depressing feeling, and I really don’t like it. That’s the same feeling I’m getting now…or it could just be because one of the lights in my bathroom was out, so it’s dimmer in there, who knows.
I don’t think I could live somewhere where it rained a lot. Though, I’m not sure. I mean, seattle rains a lot, right? If I lived there I think I could put up with it, because the rain is the norm. But when you’re living in a beach area, and it rains, you start to get sad because your friend the sun had to go away for a little bit. It’s disheartening. When you’re used to the sunshine, the rain has a different meaning for you.
In anycase, I’m going to walk to ralphs and see if this whole thing clears up. Staying in on a weekend blows, but you do what you gotta do, whether you like it or not.
